Early Summer

With the absence of interaction
comes a lack of attraction
distraction to know
show as you go
eyes here now there
share?
What do you care?
Fair to dare
nope- receiving the glare
deceiving, nothing achieving



Professor

Your voice you lend to theory
you did not create
but tell as if authentic.
Capitalism sounds like a dirty word
while you promote the jungle.
Money can do more good than your voiced theory
I see there are some pigs in capitalism, true
but there are snouts which make me doubt in academia too.



05/09/10

Angers anker is found in the self
fighting the focus of the mirror
thinking its you, thinking its clear,
Judgment is due
Adieu to you
go now, be gone
wrong.
I am right
fight with my might
expletives accompany motives
nothing at all to hear
trenched in spitting out sneers



05/12/10
Goats

We don't want to hear from you
sip of the drink.
Don't want your religion
puff of the cigarette.
Don't need your books
pumping up the music.
I got my God
closing the door.

Who was it?
Some churchy-do-gooder.
what did they want?
Jesus.
You tell them he wasn't here?



05/06/10

Imagination what an incantation
the fluff of stuff
fair, moving on air, oh to dare
and a grand stand for something unplanned
moving about the mind, away from the grind, only to find
Snap-
Wuzzle, Buzzle, buzzle, guzzle, catcha, patcha- nah
ran over a branch; bad for the blade
cutting fields
consider the lilies of the field.



05/07/10
God

I speak to thee because I want to
I know thee as much as I know what thou art not
I see thee in all that is not around me
Deception, Narcissism, Theft, Covetousness,
No.
There is no show for y0ou to perform
not any information or discovery beyond your sight
What you want, what your desires, your heart-
is least known, understood, or felt by many.
Yes
You have endowed us with agency and ability
all of which we suppose to be our own
and with it we work destruction
with great swelling arrogance
Beyond,
What we least go to but claim as our own



05/04/10
Dumars

Idiot
He's so stupid
Can he hear himself?
Does he realize what he's saying?
Guys like that just drive me crazy
the problem is his pride
and its linked to what he's saying
like the scripture says,
out of the abundance of the heart
the mouth speaketh.
What's in his heart is pride
such an ignorant idiot

Summer

06/27/10

Stories, stories, stories

filled with others greater glories

placed on paper, screens, speeches and songs

of pricks and thorns of others wrongs

hands washed clean of what would be seen

done by others, how cruel, obscene, mean.

Who should tell of Calvary?

Christ alone, not you or me

His symbol becomes our cymbol

we hit upon within our hymnal

such is but pathetic

because its not authentic.

But Pontias Pilate is our brother

known better than any other

setting guilty free at shoutings fee

living with the we inside of me

to what degree is my life like thee?

I do not cast off Christ or His cross

only acknowledge my actions as dross

what He won I live in loss

my misjudgement is abundant

I find no fault in this man sounds redundant

06/26/10 - Break-Up

Time for you to know

this is the end of our show

go.

It was but a pilot

file it down in a diary

dial it up to a friend

send it out to someone else.

Well its due to your ratings

datings a deal

something you feel thats real

its the cast that needs a change

go on out to pasture, grange

oh do what you do

someday you'll laugh too.

Its not because you're fat

its not even about that

it just wouldn't last four seasons

and thats one of the big reasons

06/22/10

Indecisive voices no interest

dearest stranger it knows best

or better than those nearest

silent acceptance calls on cue

view the indecisive while I stew

about my brew of bitter judgements

senses are bland

not wanting to sit or stand

the worst is when there's two

who don't know what to do

06/10/10

Despair?

Where?

Barely believing but

fairly taking what?

A word here and there

to taste, to nibble, swallow

emaciated emotions, hollow

following ever so slow

time trudges for those who go

knowing theres gnawing bits

bellied fits, taking hits

second struggle stagnates;

sounds are forces of the fates

to find no fault in feeling-

do is to be dealing

with, without all

words, crumbs, stall

06/0910

With what light from my phone

I do lie all alone

and write of things not seen

nor heard or thought but in a dream

lay my head upon the pillow

allow this world to wilt and willow

out a tune to lure the moon

from clouds and mountains soon

I'll find forgetfulness

then my tongue will bless

the mourning's light

and wonder over every night.

Day Forgotten

Must go, oh no, take slow
pray first, don't curse, read verse
eat quick, shower sick, clothes slick
walk stairs, mind dares, conscience cares
hey there, comment where? look fare
class sit, something writ, eyes lit
her smile, think awhile, love denile
time lunch, sandwhich cruch, feelings hunch
professor now, time wow, assignment how?
Back home, not alone, talk phone
study some, tired numb, mind dumb
sleep on, quiet dawn, dreams gone

TRY

There is a cry in try
but perhaps the scariest of all
is the lie in try.
For after every high
gone bye there must
come questions to die-
or is it to fly?
Nothing is nigh in the
sigh to try
nor even in the dye
that will dry.
Aye to have summers sun
fry that which lies
beneath the sky;
while all around wonder why.
This is the call
to try- to care not
for the why
let go of my
idea, its aliby
now deny, sever
logics tie to progression
from infant, child, boy, guy.
No, its process pieced
like pi, parts are infinite
so too must voices
raise and wry
Only, Try, try, try

So-So

“So?”
“Sooo what?”
“So, you know?”
“So, I know what?”
“Sooo- oh come on; don’t be difficult.”
“I’m not being difficult.”
“You so are.”
“No. I’m ‘so’ not?”
“Whatev; I don’t even care.”
“Oh, so you’re gonna play that game.”
“I’m playing what game?”
“What game? Are you serious?”
“Are you serious?”
“So- I don’t want to talk about it- alright?”
“Alright.”
“Alright then.”
“Alright. We won’t talk about it.”
“No we won’t-”
“No, we won’t- not till you say so.”
“Not till, I say so.”

“So, when do you think you’ll say-”
“Look!”
“Hey, I’m just asking?”
“And I’m just telling.”
“So?”
“So, no is no, for now.”
“So….ok then.”

“What about you?”
“What about me?”
“Well, what’s happening?”
“Well, maybe nothing’s happening.”
“Is nothing happening?”
“I didn’t say that.”
“Well you didn’t not say that either.”
“Well I’ll just say- no.”
“You’ll just say no?”
“I’ll just say nothing for now.”
“And so you’re not going to say anything because-”
“I’m not gonna say anything because; that’s right.”
“Because I’m not talking about what’s with me.”
“Because you wish I would talk about it.”
“So…”
“So.”

If one leaf fell

If one leaf fell what would be said?
How rare that leaf would be
But allow all to fall and no one cares
It happened last year and the year before
Next year it will happen again
Repetition makes ignorance speak sayings
Such as, ‘how beautiful, the colors changed.’